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do not be afraid.

okay but "the symbolism is Real and Trying to Kill You" is my favorite kind of symbolism

like yeah the monster is a representation of your unresolved trauma and guilt and a manifestation of the sins of your past but it's also a real creature and it's going to fucking Get you

Damn girl the power of love and friendship aren’t working :/ time to kill someone or whatever

Julia Kowalska, 2022

those first couple weeks after escaping a time loop have gotta be disorienting as all fuck. all those little cues that used to tell you what's about to happen are now triggers that cause you to brace for something that isn't coming. you have to relearn the permanence of death -- hell, you have reacquaint yourself with the entire concept of finality altogether. everything keeps changing but it never changes back and you keep having to remind yourself that this is normal. "it won't reset anymore," you echo to yourself, over and over and over, like a broken record, like you're still trapped in a loop, like someone who escaped the time loop but was doomed to bring it into the future with them

collecting these types of images like pokemon cards

im an angel i don’t belong here that’s why i never fit in anywhere

the massive power of trains yet confinement to a single path makes them comparable to angels

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[ tears. you. Open.

makes. you. Whole ] 💐